i'm tired

of trying.



sleep now.
think later.

surveys are fun-ish...

1. Would you marry for money?
i will probably never marry.
:]

2. Have you had braces?
no, i like my crooked teeth.

3. Could you live without a computer?
life without lolcats is not worth living.


4. If you could live in any past time period, where would it be?
the 20's?
rudolf valentino is my mega crush.

5. Do you drink enough water?
i only drink water.
it's my calcium intake i'm worried about.

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
those bad boys come off before i open the door.

7. What are your favorite fruits?
strawberries and bananas and apples

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
the sister's house.

9. Are you photogenic?
not at all.

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
i rarely remember my dreams.
but my daydreams are in color...usually.

11. Why do you take survey??
grammatical incorrectness FTW.

12. Do you drink alcohol?
never.
straightedge.

13. What is the most beautiful language?
french.
and pig latin.

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
i don't like being touched.

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
they both have their pros.

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
no.

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
not really.


19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off?
on.
i'm night blond.

20. Do you believe in magic?
duh.

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
everyday.

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
six?
very young.
i wasn't too upset about it, he always struck me as a tad creepy.

24. Do you write poems?
not unless i'm forced.
i do however love the profound sentence every once in a while.

25. Do you snore?
not to my knowledge.

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
side.

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
i'd rather have farticus...she's dandy.

28. Are you basically a happy person?
most usually.

29. Are you tired?
not currently.

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
i don't drink caffeine. particularly the brown kind.

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
3 of each.

33. Do you get along with your parents?
usually.

34. Do u smoke?
that's a disgusting habit.

35. Do you have a kitty?
i wish.

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
mhmm.

37. What do you do when you're sad?
listen to the same song over and over.
and wallow in my self pity.

38. What do you need most now?
another bottle of water...
fridge so far away...

39. What song are you listening to now?
yoshimi vs the pink robots part 1

40.what are you craving right now?
mint chocolate ice cream!
my fave.

i have an odd fascination with pee, apperently.

school is almost over for this semester.
i think i might pee my pants with excitement.
i'll try to refrain.
also,
christmas is almost here.
not peeing my pants is becoming increasingly difficult.

atleast your hair is growing out

i should probably know what to do with my life
by now.
art history?
psychology?
literature?
they all seem like things i'm incapable of achieving.
like, it's good to have goals and expectations
but what good are they if you can't achieve or live up to them.

cupcake princess and other details

christmas shopping makes me so stressed.
it's not even the shopping that i freak over.
[that's possibly a lie.]
all the people that come out from hiding during the holidays...
i know i'm socially awkward
but do i have to fight back panic attacks every time i got to work or do shopping myself?


ugh,
i can't wait for christmas to be over.
i hate complaining.

ALTHOUGH!
i am looking forward to the break from school.

pseudo love might explain it

when you walk;

i've noticed that i have nothing interesting to say.



also, it's possible that no one loves me as much as my dog.