the waiting game

"i hate this part right here."

saturday may 16 2009
at roughly 5.00 p.m.
i got what i wanted



you're my perfect little punching bag

more than me

I be fully educated
Not the one to play with
And i find that some of y'all hate it
But you wanna know baby
Who am i?
I be fully educated
Not the one to play with
And i find that some of y'all hate it
But you wanna know baby
Who am i?

thisisnottom.com is ruining my life.

photo taken 3-4 years ago.
it's still funny.

thank you thrift store.

5.29.09
it's almost over.

i want:
sunny days
cloudy nights
candid photos
big flowers
hours of outdoors
loud music
bubbles
grape juice
dancing
long hair
a secure future
a sketchbook with zero blank pages
a solid vegetarian diet

i want the old me back.
and i've almost got it.

"There ought,
I thought, to be a ritual
for being born twice -
patched, retreaded
and approved for the road."

I have the biggest crush ever.
Clearly, I was born in the wrong time.

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"




Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me